Not Yet But Soon Pretend Dirty Thoughts Get Some Dripping Umbrella Grandma Beyond Partial A Day

		so addicting to think about 
		as you fall further in your mind 
		wish you could hit rewind, rewind 
		fast forward and pause 
		(pause) 

		all this time, all this time 
		i never knew what ran through your mind 
		and you were holding back the blame 
		like an orgasm 

		i know, i know 
		that they will kick you when you're down 
		as sure as life 

		brutalised by those held dear 
		anger raising up from fear 
		it's concrete but not too clear 
		is there some salvation here? 

		words were twisted 
		and eyes were blind 
		nothing left to hide behind 
		and you were holding back the rage 
		like an orgasm 

		i know, i know 
		that they will kick you when you're down 

		we smile with eyes 
		we speak with feelings 

		so you don't want to think about it 
		but it's waiting for you in your sleep 
		to hit remind, rewind, remind 
		so what's so sure about life 

		i know, i know 
		that they will kick you when you're down 
		it's gonna be a cold day in hell 
		now anything's possible